I started working out at home and lost the first 40 pounds without even stepping foot in the gym. It wasn't easy but I worked out everyday. I slowly applied a technique to trick my mind into feeling full. This helped me with the hunger pains and changing my nutrition.  I started to feel better and realized I needed to do more if I was going to continue to change. I started out like most people, not knowing how to exercise and the free-weight section of the gym was so intimidating that I wouldn't walk over there. I decided to get a body age assessment and the personal trainer gave me an overview of what it meant. She gave me some basic information and introduced me to the weights! I was fortunate enough to meet a few competitors who helped me correct my form with every new piece of equipment I used. I loved the changes adding weight training brought. You must make decisions that will create results. Joining a gym, getting my body-age assessment, adding weight training and staying consistent were all my decisions.

It wasn't always easy but I continued to push myself past many plateaus. I still experienced self-doubt throughout my progress but it was beginning to subside as I kept doing the routine, day in and day out. As I grew in knowledge and confidence I would make adjustments to my routine and nutrition constantly so that I could continue to change. Education was key to my success. I read many articles and applied different techniques to my workouts. I enjoyed lifting the weights and I was surprised to find that I was actually pretty strong. Others were beginning to notice and my self-esteem and confidence were being repaired along the way.

A friend asked me if I thought about competing as a Figure Body builder. I kept this in my mind everyday as I trained. I finally put my mind to the fact that I was going to compete; and for me. I thought this is a great way to stay focused and yet another decision I can stick by. Yes, it was A LOFTY goal but a goal nonetheless. I sought additional help and received a diet from a truly amazing competitor, Derek Rapaduski. He was the intimidating guy who was there at the same time everyday religiously. He was always willing to help those that were determined to change and he saw in me that determination. He wrote a diet for me and helped me with my prep so I could compete. Even though I trained hard on my own everyday, I still looked to him for direction when I needed it. Through his encouragement and my determination I started to replace the "I can't with I CAN!"

I entered a figure and body building competition hosted by Kevin Noble and had the time of my life! I smiled bigger than I had in a long time. I went on to improve and competed twice more in the same year. I overcame the largest obstacle of my life. I put myself out there to be judged.  Although I didn't place, I knew I was a winner before I stepped out on that stage! My own personal rewards gave me the feeling of winning the overall. My family handed me an engraved fitness achievement award that I cherish. It's the only trophy that will ever have the most meaning to me. I was also fortunate to have amazing friends that supported me. Magda Zapart who always pushed me in the gym, Corrie Cordero who was my biggest cheerleader through all the emotional moments and Gina Lara who helped me become the fitness model I am today. Gina who is an inspiring international fitness model with Bodybuilding.com (as seen in the photo) presented me with an engraved fitness achievement sword at "The Continental" a figure and body building competition in 2007.

Now, here I am still improving on my own physique hoping to attain the look that I desire but I have learned that, "it's a marathon not a sprint," (quoted by Steve Schorr, Life Coach and Cover Model) I will get there. I am learning and growing both physically and mentally. In the meantime, I want to give back and help others out there realize that "EVERYTHING YOU WANT IS WITHIN YOUR REACH, SO ALWAYS KEEP REACHING!" Encouragement and support is key to a successful transformation. Always keep reaching as rewards are only given to those who put forth the effort to achieve them. Believe in yourself, I do! Live...Laugh...Love :-)